Shady’s back
Hello! Okay so it’s been months.. maybe even a year? But just like Slim, I’m back!
I neglected Tumblr for a while and opted to give Facebook & Twitter a go again but after several months I’m now, once again, over the concept of ‘Social Newtworking’ (or is this classed as that too?).
I have grown tired of having the same old people broadcasting the same old rubbish, silly couples broadcasting their love and affection, private pictures and pointless arguments. Talk in private, if I wanted to know things about your personal lives then I’d ask, as I’m sure many people feel the same. Not to mention the various holiday ‘banter’ spamming my newsfeeds, we get you’ve had an amazing time but please some of us couldn’t afford a holiday this year and after months of the updates I really feel it’s time to keep them at bay.. or create a Twitter account. Also, the daft ’pages’ being ‘like’d as a way of people expressing their miserable lives because they can’t put their feelings into words themselves or silly pointless things such as “Daaaaaaaaad, You know you love me?” “What do you want.” shutup. As for Twitter, well I can’t say I’m sick of that one, i love being able to keep my thoughts private (unless you’re the lucky select few who I’ve accept into my diary) most of the time I like having to squash my thoughts into 140 characters, makes me realise how much i ramble and that less is infact more :) although over the last few months I’ve wished i had more that 140 characters, just to be able to vent my frustrations, my insecurities, my worries, annoyances, shock at how lame my ‘friends’ had been, who rights their best friend of around 5 years off without a seconds thought? Sorry but no, I don’t want to be assosiated with you ever again.. see look this is 140 is just way too little, that’s for another post, which I feel will be straight after this one!
As i said, it’s been a unexpected few months in some areas, I’ve lost friend but gained new respect and understanding for life, people, and realised although I’ve grown up a lot already this past year, I still have a long way to go and that starts with job hunting, apprenticeship searching.. getting out into the fella big, wide world and making myself a life. This is both scary and exciting, but i have everyone and everything i need around me, finally, although a nice beefy beautiful wouldn’t go a miss :) but i know i’ll find that in my brand new life … bring it on.

